my birthdays is a week from tommorow.
i want a goldfish.
and a hug from Phyllis Diller

8 weeks...
and my life
has not changed.
well..
not really.

someone needs to go fuck themselves.

Im in love-and his names ART.
Capote is a good movie. Watch it.

life under pressure is the only way to live.
i have no respect for "friends" anymore.
everyone's selfish.
everyone wants to be impressive.
I JUST WANT TO BE ME.
so what if I'm still in love?
so what if I dont give a crap about politics?
so what if I listen to jammin in the car?
so what if I work my ass off and are still labled a slacker?
so what if I take stupid surveys on myspace?
so what if I smoke cigerrets when Im stressed out?
so what if I like to get high somtimes?
so what if I'm me?
get over it.

LOVE

I miss friends.
I hate classes..I hate having to do things.
IM SO FUCKING LAZY.
its pathetic.


Im happy tho.
Im not angry or hostile.
I JUST WANNA HAVE FUN.



This ain’t no disco
It ain’t no country club either
This is la!

All I wanna do is have a little fun before I die,
Says the man next to me out of nowhere
It’s apropos
Of nothing
He says his name’s william but I’m sure,
He’s bill or billy or mac or buddy
And he’s plain ugly to me
And I wonder if he’s ever had a day of fun in his whole life
We are drinking beer at noon on tuesday
In a bar that faces a giant car wash
The good people of the world are washing their cars
On their lunch break, hosing and scrubbing
As best they can in skirts in suits
They drive their shiny datsuns and buicks
Back to the phone company, the record store too
Well, they’re nothing like billy and me, cause
All I wanna do is have some fun
I got a feeling I’m not the only one
All I wanna do is have some fun
I got a feeling I’m not the only one
All I wanna do is have some fun
Until the sun comes up over santa monica boulevard
I like a good beer buzz early in the morning
And billy likes to peel the labels
From his bottles of bud
He shreds them on the bar
Then he lights every match in an oversized pack
Letting each one burn down to his thick fingers
Before blowing and cursing them out
And he’s watching the bottles of bud as they spin on the floor
And a happy couple enters the bar
Dangerously close to one another
The bartender looks up from his want ads
Otherwise the bar is ours,
The day and the night and the car wash too
The matches and the buds and the clean and dirty cars
The sun and the moon

i feel lost.
two jobs.
no gas.
papers and tests up the ass.
fucking cocks.
weirdos.
drugs.
cigarettes.
art.
i just want to scream.

"Life is something to do when you can't get to sleep."

-Fran Lebowitz



bad week.

W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N . T H A T?

1. You hung out with? My parents.
2. Saw you cry: Oh gosh, it's been a long time.
3. Went to the movies with you? that kid.
4. You went to the mall with? I work there. So my work friends I guess.
5. You went to dinner with? WORK FRIENDS.
6. You talked on the phone to? Mumsies
7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it? Bean.
8. Made you laugh? everything.

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? nooose.
2. Be serious or be funny? funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk? Skim
4. Die in a fire or drown? Drown
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? chaaaaaaa umm parents.

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R. .

1. Flowers or candy? Flowers.
2. Gray or black? Black.
3. Color or Black and white photos? Both.
4. Lust or love? Love. lust is hot tho.
5. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
6. M&Ms or Skittles? skittles.
7. Staying up late or waking up early? i like both.

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y !!

1. Do you like anyone? i wish.
2. Do they know it? ...

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R. .

1. Sun or moon? both
2. Winter or Fall? fall.
3. Left or right? Left.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? Best friends.
5. Sunny or rainy? oh i love it all.
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla
7. Vodka or Jack? JAHACK.

A B O U T . Y O U!

1. What time is it? Ocho:VenteSeis
2. First and middle Name? Linda Danielle
3. Nickname(s): Lindor-lindy
4. What is your birth date? 10-4-86
5. What do you want? my own car. a new record player and records. a boyfriend. good grades.
6. Where do you want to live? In new york.
7. How many kids do you want? 4 max.
8. You want to get married? Heck Yes.

U N I Q U E !

1. Nervous habit: I hum the national anthem when im nerverous/bored.
2. Are you double jointed? in my thumb.
3. Can you roll your tongue? si
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? fuck no, Im pissed.
5. Can you cross your eyes? yeap, one at a time too.
6. Do you make your bed daily? that ruins it.

R A N D O M

1. Which shoe goes on first? whichever one i grab.
2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone? hah yes.
3. On the average, how much money do you carry with you? debit.

O T H E R

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? cut and twirl.
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? yes.
3. Favorite ice cream: Oreo-mint
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? just uno. RICE CRISPYS.
5. What's your favorite beverage? Water.
6. Do you cook? no often, but I can.

IN . T H E . L A S T . M O N T H . H A V E . Y O U ?

1. Had/Have a b/f or g/f?: Sortta?
2. Bought something: everyday.
4. Sang: everyday.
5. Been hugged: Yes.
6. Felt stupid: YES.
7. Missed someone: Yes.
8. Got drunk: no.
9. Danced crazy: ALL THE TIME.
10. Gotten your hair cut: i need to.
11. Cried: yesm.

9 reasons why you should be jelous of me.

1. I have the best friends. EVER.
2. Im going to see the vagina monalogues with caitlin the sleeping on her floor with some other girl.
3. I have an 8 page paper due tommorow and I DONT GIVE A SHIT.
4. Pride and Predjudice comes out tommorow and my moms buying it for me.
5.I probaly failed my physc exam.
6. Its an ice box in my room
7. MY DOGS INSAIN
8. Im sick
9. Im listening to MONGO JERRY

Initials: LDM

Name someone with the same birthday as you: Alcia Silverstone

For or against same sex marriage? love is love. FOR.

How many of the U.S states have you lived in? dos maybe tres.

Have you ever lived outside the U.S? i lived in canada for a week?!

Name 3 things you like physically about yourself? my eyes, my hair, my legs

Something non-physical you like about yourself? my sense of humor and musical taste.

If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? Ireland

Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex sleep over? not at my house but at others yes.

Where would you want to go on a first date? warm- nahant beach cold-movies? to get food, somewhere alone

Have you met a real redneck? caitlins one sometimes.

What is your current favorite song? "Going to California"-Led Zeppelin orrrr "King Without a Crown"-Matisyahu

Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? hit them-who hasn't?!

What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face

What really turns you on? sense of humor-"if you can make a girl laugh you can make her do anything"- Marilyn

Do you like someone right now? sure

What's something that really annoys you? feeling ignored

What are some things you really like? driving, my records, my ipod, movies for ever.

First real best friend: casey peirce.

Still best friends forever? no we're friendly.

First school? run a muck-day care

First Cell phone: shitty- my dad has it now

First pet: i had a cat samantha, my own was a hamster named jr-he died in 3 days.

First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was like 12-i dont have a tattoo

First big trip: to nyc then to bermuda

First flight: to florrrrrrrrida.

First celebrity love: Mcgiver- Nash Bridges

First time out of the country: bermuda

First job: SEARS, still the same job.

First MySpace friend: jamie

Last song you heard: Meet me in Montauk-Circa Survive-14:39

Last car ride: home from work tonight

Last time you cried? long time.

Last movie you watched? i watched clips of team america- full movie was harry potter uno

Last food you ate: a pretzel from pretzel time

Last person of the opposite sex that you talked to: jo

Last shirt you wore: my white teeeee

Last phone call: mi madre

Last text message said: do you like bananas!?-the person didnt respon so they didn;t get it but its a joke DO YOU LIKE BANANAS!? because your apPEELing.

Last thing you touched before the computer: yoshi puppy

Last Funeral: i dont go to them

Last time at the mall: i work there- so tonight.

Last time you were excited about something: i was excited for white dove today.

Last person you saw: padre.

Last thing you drank? aqua

Last time you were really honestly happy? friday. <3

i bite my nails to much.
i listen to my music to loud.
i care about other peoples opinions too much.
i procrastinate.
im too loud.
i dont say what i mean.
i always have a headache.
i watch too much tv.
i dont read nearly enough
and with all that, i still love myself.


things i did today:
didn't sleep well
ate pancakes with the rents
got called into work
worked 10:30-5
went for a run
dowloaded music
started some art
braided my hair
got my ipod attached to my hip
cut my mums hair

i cant sleep again tonight it bugs me alot i feel like if i fall asleep ill miss something. I swear when I'm on vacation I get so upset, I have nothing to do I feel usless. My art project dont tickle my fancy which makes me upset because it should. Its art-it's what I fucking do. I need to be interested, and I usually am. My mind is just wondering.
I finally bought a red sox hat, I wanted one forever, its pink and grey and I love it.
I got a blue shirt too, its cute.
I buy too many things.
I have my last two road lessons this week, then the road test.
I hung alot of my art work on the wall, it might seem vain, but my room was getting dull.
Oh led zeppelin. What would I do without you?
Tommorow I'm getting my stuff done.
Stuff to do:
Interview with classmates.
3 12X12 Design Continumes.
9 sketches of ads.
clean room.
do laundry.
read chapter 5 for Physc.

Course I didn't do any of that today.
Lazy Sunday I guess.

I lost the thing I sleep with, the eye mask, and I'm fucking pissed.
Thoughts of Cananda...oh cananda <3

Leaving with lyrics.

Well there’s a light in your eye that keeps shining
Like a star that can’t wait for the night
I hate to think I’ve been blinded baby
Why can’t I see you tonight?

And the warmth of your smile starts a-burnin’
And the thrill of your touch gives me fright
And I’m shaking so much, really yearning
Why don’t you show up, make it all right?
Yeah, it’s all right.

And if you promised you’d love so completely
And you said you would always be true
You swore that you would never leave me, baby:
What ever happened to you?

And you thought it was only in movies
As you wish all your dreams would come true
It ain’t the first time believe me, baby
I’m standin here feeling blue
Yeah I’m blue

Now I will stand in the rain on the corner
I’ll watch the people go shuffling downtown
Another ten minutes no longer
And then I’m turning around

The clock on the wall’s moving slower
My heart it sinks to the ground
And the storm that I thought would blow over
Clouds the light of the love that I found

Now my body is starting to quiver
And the palms of my hands getting wet
I’ve got no reason to doubt you baby,
It’s all a terrible mess

I’ll run in the rain till I’m breathless
When I’m breathless I’ll run till I drop, hey
The thoughts of a fool’s kind of careless
I’m just a fool waiting on the wrong block, oh yeah
Light of the love that I found...

SOOO it's VALENTINES DAY.

valentines day was not created to sell candy fuckers!
i <3 it.
even if im alone and poopsy.

<3

im kinda bored-with life and school and such.
maybe its cos of the snow day or something IDK

i had a kookey crazzzsay dream

i heard lee laughing like really loud and i was in my drivway listening and i likee screamed to her and her and richie apear in the parking lot of hannaford riding their gay bikes and such then i ran down my hill holding my boobilies and crashed into richie it was strange.
i had another one in which jamie was in-which is even wierder because i havn't talked or seen him in yearssssss.

i still havn't got my last semester final photo project back and i went to get it today and he wasn't fuckin there-needless to say i was piiiissed.
my first class was canceled! score, now im debating waking up caitlin to get bruch with me before i go to class.

snow days make me smile.
i have a new found love for rice crispys.
i have art projects to do.
its all good.
i watched what dreams may come today, I def cried, but it was so amazing.
i kinda wanna go to the movies.
and listen to my records.
i have a headache.
i want to nap.
that pampers commercial was wicked funny.
i think i have homework?
i want a snikers.
enough babble.
bye loves.<3
OH shit i almost forgot, i was supposed to work 8 hours-time and a half, but we didn't open because of the snow BUT I STILL GOT FHAKIN PAIDDDDDDDDDD.SO AWESOME.



pspsps...What do crabs and Osama Bin Ladden have in Common?!


...the both irritate bush.

9 lasts.
last cigarette: last month
last beverage: water
last movie seen: clueless
last phone call: lahaura
last cd played: i dont remember- i have mixes
last bubble bath: years ago
last time you cried: a long while ago

8 have you evers.
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yep
have you ever skinny dipped: close but not
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yes
have you ever fallen in love: no way
have you ever lost someone you loved: not yet
have you ever been depressed: not in a while
have you ever been drunk and threw up: thats the pitts

7 states you've been to.
1. New Hampshire
2. Maine
3. New York
4. Florida
5. R.I.
6.cannnada?
7.canananananananadada?

6 Things you did today
1. dyed my hair
2. watched clueless
3. made breakfast for my parents
4. kissed yoshi
5. watched the snow fall
6. laughed

5 favorite things in no order.
1. yoshi
2. slim jims
3. driving
4. movies
5. good music

4 favorite songs currently:
1. citizen cope-sideways
2. good spin on a bad thing-stars for sunroofs
3. alexisonfire-no transitory
4. circa survive-the great golden baby

3 wishes.
1. no school tommorow
2. true love
3. travel the world with yoshi

2 things you want to do before you die
1. fall in love
2. have my artwork in a gallery

1 thing you regret.
1. losing touch.

Best
1. Male friend: i dont have one
2. Female friend: laura/christine/caitlin/lee
3. Vacation: OH MY CANADA

Worst
1. Time of day: anytime before 9
2. Day of the week: Thursdays
3. Food: burger king
4. Memory: graduation party

Last
1. Person you saw: mummy
2. Person you hugged: my dad
3. Instant message: christine
4: TEXT: caitlin

First
1. Crush: his name was dave
2. School: Kiley
3. Job: Sears
4. Obsession: teenage mutan ninja turtals

Today
1. What are you doing now: laying on my belly watching not another teen movie
2. Wearing: black shorts, grey and black inside out thermal
4. What did you eat for lunch: bowl of rice krispys

Tomorrow
1. Sleeping till: in school-7, no shool prolly 11
2. Got any plans?: luch with caitlin
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: i might havta go

Favorite
1: Number: 12
2: Song: sittin on the dock of a bay
3. Color: blue
4. Season: fall

i have tons of stuff to do
dont care
umm i hope it fucking snows like its never snowed before
SNOWWWW i love it
im gunna take pics
because black&white snow covered stuff is just amazing, i swear.
i miss canada and canada friends
everyone come homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
sometimes i wear slippers outside to be original.
i was at a sub shop yesterday sitting theree looking pretty and i go to get up and knocked over a chair.
i felt silly and i didn't look at anyone while leaving.
ah life
i love it!